There are four people on SL who are extremely close to me and in my first blogI highlighted just one of them. The person who introduced me to SL in order to experience the beauty of the virtual world through music, artwork and more.
However, it has been this relationship too that has been the most trying for we know each other intimately in real life and I have not just seen the beauty of SL but experienced the dark side also.
Maybe it is because I have felt alone, love to be swept up in the romance and escape real life or just need a pick me up.
Maybe it’s because I feel like thosedreams of being Cinderella who lives happily ever after do not happen in rl. Maybe just maybe…..I don’t know the answer but I wish I did life would be so much easier if we had all the answers.
The only thing I do know is that like rl we have the capability of hurting people in both lives and whatever we do, however big or small we have the ability to affect those around us.
Despite my slip ups my beloved has never faltered and his love shines through both rl and sl. He has continued to be supportive in all that I do be that being a goth, playing a knight or encouraging me with my writing and to him I will always be thankful for giving me strength, confidence, encouragement, a passion for gaming and growth in imagination. Although I know he struggles now to believe in my words. I know for a fact that he is my all and nobody could ever be as great as him.
My love you make me who I am today and I will be forever proud to be your wife, lover, soul mate and I wish I were as great as you but I am not.